2/19/2005 06:25:00 AM

wao... i'm home on a sat nite!!! AGAIN!!! something is wrong wif me...not my usual lifestyle anymore... hahaha... nvm lah.. its time to change abit... hahaha... went SA funfair in the morning.. well... not very fascinating... but met alot of old frenz... didnt realli chat up.. but it feels great to see ur frenz again... ahahh.. saw a few cute guys... but i think they r xiao didi... haha... not interested... i'm more interested in my bb... wahahah... anyway it was like freaking hot lor!!! so many pple.. so stuffy.... n the weather's freaking bad.... oh my gosh.... i feel kinda old when i go back... coz i see the class like "05s**" den i was like.. oh my god... i'm from "02S24"... like 3 yrs difference!!! okie.. i admit i;m getting old... but bb always say i;m childish... so sad rite... okie.. i'm old physically but young at heart?? haha sounds yucky.. hee... anyway went out wif my clique after dat... did alot of catching up... we always meet up onli when there's someone's bday.. so sad... so we meet up onli 6 times a yr coz onli got 6 of us?? hee.. so sad lor... hmm.. did i mention dat i was so sick on vday so me n bb never celebrated vday?? okie lah we celebrated early lor... but vday's juz like any normal day... kinda sad... coz everybody kept asking how i spend my vday... haiz... but nvm... its over... anyway everyday can be vday as long as i spend it wif my bb... hee... hmm... i wan to go shopping but there's like nothing i wanna buy... ya i wanna buy a bag but i onli like the 1 i saw on yahoo auction... hee... shld i bid for it?? hee...

2/17/2005 08:17:00 AM

hmm... feeling kinda sianz now... dunno y oso... juz sianz.... maybe its becoz of the hot weather? or isit becoz i'm sick??? i oso dunno... haiz... whenever i feel sian i juz tend to think alot...
juz wondering wat wld i do if one day i haf to go overseas to study?? i dun think it will come true lah... but juz a random tot... i think i will cry like mad... i will miss everybody... haha... no idea wat will happen to me... but at least for now... i miss all my frenz who went overseas... take care my dear frenz overseas... suwen, zhenwei, etc.... i will miss u peeps (i know u guys wun see it anyway)... i guess i'm not dat type of person who can live independently... i need my parents.. i need my frenz... n most imptly i need my bb.... i cant live wifout these pple... *hugz*
anyway... i was thinking abt some stupid theories of mine... wats the definition of "teng"?? hmm... i think to many pple juz buying stuff will be considered teng?? for me its abit different i guess... i think of buying stuff n all as "chong" instead of "teng"... my definition of "teng" is to be protective of me every now n then... take care of me like a little ger... n always there for me.... hmmm.. think i'm abit unreasonable?? yes i think i am... haha... where can i find this person who can fulfil all these criteria?? i doubt i can... haha... but i know my bb is oredi trying very hard to fulfil wat i wan.... maybe i'm juz a spoilt brat who expects too much.... haiz... y am i always like dat?? i'm sick of being the perfectionist dat i always wanted to be.....=(

2/15/2005 05:12:00 AM

my cute cute little adam!!!! like my son?? hee 

2/15/2005 05:11:00 AM

3 'hiao bo'.. haha 

2/15/2005 01:38:00 AM

wao.. its been almost a wk since i last updated my bloggie... hahaha.. anyway dun think anybody waits to read my blog lor.... last wk was chinese new yr... didnt realli get lots of ang bao... but was quite alrite lor.. didnt win much in gambling... not very lucky i guess.. so i shall gamble less.. hee... anyway was having lots of tots these few days:
did u ever had the sad feeling dat old things r better than new things?? but u onli realise dat when u've oredi lost the old things... like u've oredi thrown it away.. onli to know dat the old 1 is better than the new 1... maybe its juz me... dunno how to treasure the things i haf until i lost them.... but den again.. if not for the new 1 being more attractive, i also wldnt haf dumped the old 1 rite?? even i noe dat the new 1 will cost me hurt n pain..... so wats the cost n benefit?? i also dunno... being the spoilt brat dat i always am, i guess i juz wan things to go my way n onli my way... so i expect the perfect situation... yet the perfect situation will never happen.. hahaha...


wat were u guys think i was toking abt??? i was toking abt my new shoes!!! i'm having lots of blisters on my feet now... pain pain... *sobz*